only if i know

only if i know. only if.
only if i know, that was the meaning.
only if i know, that was the intention.

only if i know, only if
only if i know, it was all wrong.
only if i know, that was not supposed to be me.

only if i know, only if
only if i know, it was mot meant for me.
only if i know, i was not supposed to be there.

only if i know, only if.
only if i know, i could come this far.
only if i know, there is no turning back.
only if i know, there is no magic clock.

only if i know.