Friday, February 11, 2011

take 116: keterbangan angin yang elok.

salam satu malaysia. baru habis kesatria. kawad mcm buruh pulak berpeluh peluh muka merah menahan penat tapi tak dpt tangkap ape yg jurulatih ajar. first time rasa kawad ni susah sesusah add math.

satu minggu ni mcm pelik sikit.
mood selalu terbang sesuka hati tanpa amaran awal.
kadang kadang malas nk bercakap dgn org.
malas nak gelak ketawa bila kawan kawan buat lawak yg mmg sure lawak sampai gelak tak kering gusi.
kadang kadang rasa tak mau tgk muka orang tu. tapi kena tgk jugak.
kan kawan, kena la beralah.
dulu dgn kawan seheart sesoul, asyik menang dapat pingat ja.
sekarang kena kalah tak kira tempat.
tersiksa jiwa raga.
selalu nak marah kalau kawan kawan tanya banyak banyak kali.
kesabaran senipis kulit bawang bila mood dah terbang.


kawan kawan yg selalu bagi saya menang, saya rindu kamu semua.
sangat sangat rindu.
saya selalu nk call kamu semua.
tp saya tau, nanti air mata mesti menitik macam hujan. silap silap boleh banjir merbuk tercinta ni.

sekarang emosi tak stabil.
rindu dgn yang dulu dulu.
yg baru ni ok, cuma tak dapat nak gantikan yang lama tu.
yang lama tu kan. bertakhta di hati.

lepas tu dgr pulak lagu A thousand miles. teringt saat saat tgk movie white chick dgn bund, joaina.
ya Allah. gila rindu. baca pulak lyrics. menangis atas katil.
tak suka la perasaan mcm ni.
harap harap minggu depan mood datang balik kunci diri terus. jgn terbang terbang dah.


Making my way downtown, walking fast
Faces pass and I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way
Making a way through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these when I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
'Cause every thing's so wrong and I don't belong
Living in your precious memory

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't wanna let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't wanna let this go
I, I don't

Making my way downtown, walking fast
Faces pass and I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way
Making a way through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass us by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you
Tonight


joaina, nak peluk kau lagi. sangat perlukan pelukan kasih sayang kau. 

p.s: kekasih gelap call mlm smlm. menitik air mata dgr suara awk. rindu laaa.